546

546 left... yeah this is pretty much it no feelings no nothing cause theyre written down somewhere else ;]

longest day

547 days left and counting down.....so ill be waiting
i dont regret anything cept hugs i wish i gave more of those <3
ima keep this here just for memories off my aim:
Happy Eleven Months Honey<3

college.... x.x

My Schedule...ima hate mondays and wednesdays, but ill love fridays

Human Bio...........................9:10-10.......MWF...Dowdy
AAS.....................................11:10-12......MWF...Gonzaales
asians in america.................4:10-6:55.....M........Staff
critical thinking I.................3:10-5:55.....W .......Kamangar
first-yr compoasition III.....1:10-3:20.....TTH.....Staff

*sigh* feels like summers passing right before my eyes. moving into my place probably this week or next week whenever i have time. so i got my sofa, microwave, oven, refrigerator, TV, high speed internet, basic cable, portable heater, washer and dryer. one bathroom connected to my bedroom, living room/ kitchen all for $680 a month. makes me wonder if i have a bed D; i need a desk, dresser and everyone who i hold dear in my heart. :[

dead yet alive

im so sleepy but i cant sleep. i have a headache but i cant stop thinking. im in pain, i just gotta stop feeling. time moves slow as it is, might as well stop. give me some time to think. the cursor has blinked 134 times and all i could think about all the times i did wrong. i stand at a fork in my life. tried to take a detour but i end up at the same fork. try taking a different way, each time finding myself lost wandering around in circles..and still end up at the fork. leave notes so i wouldnt take that road again. sometimes i do, hoping for a different outcome, no matter what i do, i arrive at that stupid fork. i wish i could fly and see what lies at the end of the road, but only time can tell. the path i take is obvious, so i take it. but later down the line...its a similar fork. just keep trying. patience is a virtue.


the sky at this time is beautiful just like someone i know. stars are wonders. i wish time could stop so that i can count the stars in the sky. the sky is a great mystery, i just need time to enjoy it. even tho its bitter cold, deep down i love it. Good night and sweetest dreams

:) Hehe. Jessica was here and I love Terry most and if he changes this I'm going to... bite him. Yeah...