im so sleepy but i cant sleep. i have a headache but i cant stop thinking. im in pain, i just gotta stop feeling. time moves slow as it is, might as well stop. give me some time to think. the cursor has blinked 134 times and all i could think about all the times i did wrong. i stand at a fork in my life. tried to take a detour but i end up at the same fork. try taking a different way, each time finding myself lost wandering around in circles..and still end up at the fork. leave notes so i wouldnt take that road again. sometimes i do, hoping for a different outcome, no matter what i do, i arrive at that stupid fork. i wish i could fly and see what lies at the end of the road, but only time can tell. the path i take is obvious, so i take it. but later down the line...its a similar fork. just keep trying. patience is a virtue.
the sky at this time is beautiful just like someone i know. stars are wonders. i wish time could stop so that i can count the stars in the sky. the sky is a great mystery, i just need time to enjoy it. even tho its bitter cold, deep down i love it. Good night and sweetest dreams
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