Sunday, November 29, 2009
thanksgiving week
so thanksgiving was kinda the same as last year went to elk grove and worked at my sister's restaurant for a bit. food was awesome...mashed potatoes :]
then after dinner we went to watch 2012 and i just spaced out through out the entire thing. i guess one of those i gotta live life, yet at the same time what would people say to each other if we didnt see them again. then went back to her house and chilled. she got a bigger dog and unfortunately put charlie to sleep :/ even sleeping was different cause charlie would sleep like right beside me and keep me warm...yeah sammie the new dog just like licked my face the whole night didnt get any sleep-.-
next day snowboarding...
it was snowing at the same time so when i fell it didnt hurt as much. i tried to jump some slopes... i did okay...not really. worked on somethings i was afraid of doing before. going down wasnt cool goggles fogged up and i had to like use my finger as windshield wipers D: and the snow felt like needles when i went down x.x over all it was fun.
later that night reno friends and i got quarters and played poker..yeah pretty lame we only went like 5 rounds now i have 5 dollars in quarters. after that talked to a couple people on aim then crashed at 3...still though i had like an exhausting day.
sat morning...woke up and i couldnt move omg i havent been sore since like track and field. and my friends mom asked if we wanted to go snowboarding again. omg... we all said no. went to denny's on the way home stopped back in elk grove to get lunch picked up my niece and sister and after that back to UC! i slept on and off going home. got calls from justin kha and paolo. and game night! i love how things kinda fall into place last minute.
game night...OMG JESSICA CHOY i havent seen her in the longest time x]
brawl with the guys, uke with the instrument people, cards with the card people, ice cream with the cold stone group, +sam, -alejandro gabe, came back deep talk with the deep talk people -amy :[ i tried to be everywhere last night since people were going back home today. it was good. then deep-er talk with alejandro under a prett night sky. i owe this guy too much. got home at like 12:30 latest ive ever stayed out besides like sleepovers.
today...woke up at like 11. went out to pioneer for a bit. came home at like 2 knocked out till 5:30 i gotta stop my naps. then i went to work on my homework...im screwed btw D; break was okay...could be better but i guess thats cause im just comparing it to last year. thinking about stating a thank you to everyone soon.
then after dinner we went to watch 2012 and i just spaced out through out the entire thing. i guess one of those i gotta live life, yet at the same time what would people say to each other if we didnt see them again. then went back to her house and chilled. she got a bigger dog and unfortunately put charlie to sleep :/ even sleeping was different cause charlie would sleep like right beside me and keep me warm...yeah sammie the new dog just like licked my face the whole night didnt get any sleep-.-
next day snowboarding...
it was snowing at the same time so when i fell it didnt hurt as much. i tried to jump some slopes... i did okay...not really. worked on somethings i was afraid of doing before. going down wasnt cool goggles fogged up and i had to like use my finger as windshield wipers D: and the snow felt like needles when i went down x.x over all it was fun.
later that night reno friends and i got quarters and played poker..yeah pretty lame we only went like 5 rounds now i have 5 dollars in quarters. after that talked to a couple people on aim then crashed at 3...still though i had like an exhausting day.
sat morning...woke up and i couldnt move omg i havent been sore since like track and field. and my friends mom asked if we wanted to go snowboarding again. omg... we all said no. went to denny's on the way home stopped back in elk grove to get lunch picked up my niece and sister and after that back to UC! i slept on and off going home. got calls from justin kha and paolo. and game night! i love how things kinda fall into place last minute.
game night...OMG JESSICA CHOY i havent seen her in the longest time x]
brawl with the guys, uke with the instrument people, cards with the card people, ice cream with the cold stone group, +sam, -alejandro gabe, came back deep talk with the deep talk people -amy :[ i tried to be everywhere last night since people were going back home today. it was good. then deep-er talk with alejandro under a prett night sky. i owe this guy too much. got home at like 12:30 latest ive ever stayed out besides like sleepovers.
today...woke up at like 11. went out to pioneer for a bit. came home at like 2 knocked out till 5:30 i gotta stop my naps. then i went to work on my homework...im screwed btw D; break was okay...could be better but i guess thats cause im just comparing it to last year. thinking about stating a thank you to everyone soon.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
flash...
thinking about...
things i shouldnt be thinking
this very moment a year ago
...all i can think about right now
ps. i should sleep soon, trip to the snow
snow in a bottle heh...
things i shouldnt be thinking
this very moment a year ago
...all i can think about right now
ps. i should sleep soon, trip to the snow
snow in a bottle heh...
Monday, November 23, 2009
things to think about....
while Arnold and Emily talk about love...
"Love isn't something you can just switch on and off. If you think you can, then you're just loving from your head and not your heart so how can you turn something that powerful off. To rationalize turning off your love, is to love from your head not your heart. And rationalizing is removing emotion from the equation so how can there be love without emotion."
"Love isn't something you can just switch on and off. If you think you can, then you're just loving from your head and not your heart so how can you turn something that powerful off. To rationalize turning off your love, is to love from your head not your heart. And rationalizing is removing emotion from the equation so how can there be love without emotion."
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
D<
lately ive been having pent up anger that i cant explain. i guess its a relatively new feeling since i punch random shit...randomly? the feeling of wanting to scream at the top of my lungs, but keeping it in my head is my only option since people live above me D; screams that are held in come out as tears sighh...feels like day 1...again
Monday, November 9, 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
she was mine...
haha the song im learning now...working out the sour notes in fallin for you but i know it well enough to learn something new x]
she was mine- jesse barrera ft. aj rafael
"So i'm going through these boxes, my life's gone off track
It's been three years, she hasn't written back
But in my eyes, she's still mine
And i know it sounds so stupid to be waiting this long
But i'm still in love, and i know i'm not wrong
Cause in my eyes, she was mine"
she was mine- jesse barrera ft. aj rafael
"So i'm going through these boxes, my life's gone off track
It's been three years, she hasn't written back
But in my eyes, she's still mine
And i know it sounds so stupid to be waiting this long
But i'm still in love, and i know i'm not wrong
Cause in my eyes, she was mine"
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
on the inside...
is here. heart is still pounding and nothing since day 1 has changed. i have the urge to punch random things around me these days ughh its so frustrating. i still dont know how i feel but its still certain that K3U.
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