overthink...

i dont know whats going to happen. youre slipping further and further away. tonight we had a convo, not that long but it was something. nothing deep or about you really i guess im not expecting much. you reminded me that you still have my yearbook. and tomorrow [technically] im going to pick it up...i think. you didnt say if it was okay if i could after you said "why?" in a way i dont want to get it back, not because of the memories written inside[i havent read it since i got it back and i just gave it to you right after]. anyways its not about the things inside, i guess its the last reason i have to see you, unless we run into each other somewhere or im invited over or something idk. i dont know what im trying to say or do. im over thinking the situation when its just simply picking up a yearbook. it definitely sucks. theres more to what i gotta say but ill end it here. i think this is good night unless i have more to say later just in case...good night